sTrEsS...TiReD..

too long din blog already.. Just stop working and rest so now only got time to blog.. The job really quite tired de.. The time too long already even though they change me to other place.. The problem is im not enough time to study and rest. They still cant understand why i want to resign..
Haiz! After few days i get sick.. My parent said is i work till too tired d.. and not enough sleep.. Now I'm back to normal.. Just from now on have to concentrate on my studies..

DeLiCiOuS..

I had try this before.. quite delicious de..

This cake I really want to try it.. It look quite good..

Muffin with chocolate ball!!

a good chocolate box for ur chocolate lover frens or ur lover..

ummph!! so sweet!! a strawberry with the chocolate outside!!

a chocolate buffet!!

chocolate ball!! My favourite!!

banana with chocolate..

chocolate moist cake!!

chocolate!!

a dessert with chocolate ice cream

MoOnCaKe FeStiVaL..

These few days quite busy and not like last week. At least I got go out have fun. Last sunday having mooncake festival. Not many people come. Already know it coz now so many things had happened and you still pretend nothing happen. You think we are small kid meh.. Some of them will make some reason to avoid come. When we come, he never come out.. Not like celebrating the festival also. Then better no need waste time to celebrate it lo..


a poem to all my friends..

A friend to cry with
To know your tears
A friend to hide with
To know your fears


A friend to hold
A friend to care
One you know
Will always be there


A friend of hope
A friend of love
A friend to do for you
All of the above


A special person
Could be hard to find
One who will always be
In a part of your mind


A friend to talk with
To know what you're saying
A friend to depend upon
when you feel straying


Go out and party
Not out alone
Someone to be with
Gone or at home


An arm to carry you
To help hold you strong
A person to help you
No matter how long


A voice of comfort
A voice of fun
A person to play with
Out in the bright sun


A power of faith
A power of hope
A power through pain
Will help you cope


This is a person
Someone to be there till the end
This is what makes someone
Your best friend

oNe MoRe BoRiNg DaY..

Just like usual wake up and do all my routine works and at last online to find my assignment info.. Just got search one website only. Haih!! But at least i got found some info about it.. I think it got what I need.

Recently don't know why his attitude change back to previous. Always act like that will make all of us unhappy de.. Until now he still can't understand it. Thought what he do sure right and never think in the other ways. No cure...

Just now just received a call from 'a person that don't know wana say her good o "ngang keng"'. Last few days I already think of this thing and thought it wont have a party this year for 'xxx festival'. Usually we had it every year even some of my friend also knew it. But because of her good 'xxx', every people also don't have the mood to gather and celebrate it. Now she wana pretend nothing happened and ask all of us back to celebrate. You think when all of us going back, we will act like nothing happened?? Always want to find a way to cover him up. Like this just will make him thought his not wrong at all.

I just call for a job and it quite good de.. Let me choose what time to work at night. The nice thing is near my house.haha!! Good for me. Now no income already and need to find for some part time to cover up all my daily expenses. Wish really can get this job.. Gd Luck!!

...cAn'T uNdErStAnD??

Recently a lot of things happened and some of it happened with purposely.. Really can't understand with them. The ways that they used it they think is the best solution but I don't think so.. Although he said he won't do this and that but you all really trust him?? If he can't make it now why don't he quit it last time and be a good child when the problem haven't become so serious?? If he really can change then THANK GOD!! but if still can't then you all have to be cruel to help this boy. Haih!! because of these I think will affect their relationship.

Just now just read a message from my old friend and just know that one of my friend having quite critical sickness. Last time when I heard about his news, not so serious and just thought he will be ok. but now i think he really encounter with a big problem already. He also is same type person.. Got problem also leave it first and don't feel like wanna solve it. So, here im wishing him all de best and faster recover. Hope i can hear good news from you soon.

bAd LuCk WeEk..

This year I really always get sick. Is my health getting deteriorate or just normal sick. My sick always make me cant go anyway I like. Just like last week I already sick for few days and skip my first cost accounting class. First in my life to skip my first class. Ha ha!! Luckily it was just a first class and not much notes given. Just a beginner only which I had learn during my form 6. So I just need to revised back. Yesterday almost late for my Malaysian studies class. Its because we having problem in searching for car park. Quite hard to find a parking during wee hours.. When reach college, we have to squeeze in a 30ppl classroom and our class had 50++ ppl. Due to the exam on 2nd and 3rd floor. Haih!! Not enough table and chair also. We need to steal lab chair. Haha!!

Sot sot still haven't finish his exam and I just stay at home every weekend. He still got two paper to go..wish him good luck. one more week i can see him liao.. Just be patient. hehe..

Mooncake festival coming and dont know will it having gathering this year due to some problem. Will they going to face each other on that day?? I think they wont.. They rather not coming to celebrate it. This year will be a quiet celebrating. They wont like last time celebrating so happy.. Haih..

ToUcHiNg MtV

Just now just listen to SHE songs. Its quite touching after I finish listen the songs. If this world still got this kind of people, I really really salute them and wish them happy ever after. The husband also quite good to them even though he knew he will lost a wife.. He still gave her go back to him.

LoNeLy HoLiDaY...

The first day of my short holiday.. Its a bit of bored and I still wake up like usual. Haih... Thought can sleep more de... Yesterday thought can go watch secret.. Then suddenly raining heavily and go out late for my dinner. At last end up sitting at home.. Now can't watch that movie with soh lou at cinema liao.. He got exam and wont back to kajang for three weeks.. So, coming this 10days holiday I just staying alone at home.. haha.. My bro also not coming back..

Thought wana cut my hair till so short.. But don't know why I still can't make it when reach the saloon.. Haha!! So, at last I ended up my hair a bit longer than this picture..

MeRdEkA!!!

A lot of things happen with the word "Merdeka".. Haha!! Got happy things and sad things also..

**The first thing is about me.. I stop working already. Continue my studies next month..
**Then the second thing is my grandpa going to old folks home..
**The third things is as we all know that this year is our country merdeka for 50th years..

~~++> Anyway, life must go on.. Happy or sad things still need to face it.. Just try to be optimist..

Last two days really quite happy with what my colleague had done. They make a small farewell dinner with me.. Then we celebrate Syidah birthday together.. It was the last thing I'm doing with them.. Hope we will got time to come out have a drink next time..

I think this place quite nice and relax to stay.. The nature look so nice.. This place is soh lou fetch me pass by..

I'm finally here.. rili long time din post my blog..

Recently a bit busy so cant really can post any blog. A lot of things had happened and i dont have time to post it.. so sorry.. Then something had change and not many people knew it. But the most important is i still the same.. never change before.. Hehe...

Now the upu result came out already and I cant enter one of the U oso. I knew it ady.. with my result wont have the chance to enter any U. Its faith.. we have to believe it. That's why i wont felt so sad after knew the result. Now doing appealing, if can then really THANK GOD!!! If cant then just continue my work till end of this month and enter UTAR next year January intake. That's my plan for this moment. Everyone must be curious about me de.. Why last time din straight away go enter TARC and now only enter.. Haih!! I got my own reason.. Not every family they can afford their children to college de and their children dont have chance to chose their own way to achieve in the studies. So, I need to save some money for my starting college fees lo.. For the people outside which they came from rich family, hope you all don't waste your money and time to the useless thing. Got lotsa people that cant even got books to study.

recently i'm not really healthy.. Just in this half year I already used up a lot of money on my medical fees.. thank god i got bought the medical card last 3month.. No need use so much money. haha!! On january, i just crack my ankle and used up RM300++ and took almost a month to recover back. but also not 100% fully recover. now sometimes still got a bit pain. Then last tuesday i got cirit birit till i fainted.. not enuf glucose..Haha!! so funny.. Then stay a night in hospital. used up RM700++.. Haih!!

LyRiC...~~

Ai Mei / Ambiguousness

Rainie Yang Romanized and translated by Sherry @ lychee.azn.nu

Ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju

Ambiguousness makes one endure all grievances, unable to find evidence of mutual love

He shi gai qian jin　he shi gai fang qi　lian yong bao dou mei you yong qi

When should one move on? When should one give up? Even lacking the courage to embrace

Zhi neng pei ni dao zhe li　bi jing you xie shi bu ke yi

I can only keep you company up to here, afterall, some things can't be

Chao guo le you qing　hai bu dao ai qing　yuan fang jiu yao xia yu de feng jing

Surpassed friendship yet not at love, the landscape of the distance place about to rain

Dao di gai bu gai ku qi　xiang tai duo shi wo hai shi ni　wo hen bu fu qi

Should I cry or not? Is it me or you that's thinking too much? I am very unwilling to submit

Ye kai shi huai yi　yan qian de ren　shi bu shi tong yi ge　zhen shi de ni

Also beginning to doubt if the one in front of my eyes is the same real you

Ai mei rang ren bian de tan xin　zhi dao deng dai shi qu yi yi

Ambiguousness makes one become greedy, until waiting loses it's meaning

Wu nai wo he ni　xie bu chu jie ju　fang yi han de mei li　ting zai zhe li

Unfortunately, you and I, are unable to write out an ending, the beauty of letting go of sorrow, stops here

nIc3 tHinG t0 sHaRe wItH u All...

Jian Jian Dan Dan / Simply JJ Lin

Romanized and translated by Sherry @ lychee.azn.nu

Wo men dou shi pao mo qing qing yi peng jiu po

We are both foam that breaks at a slight bump

Yan lei shi ai de hua huo

Tears are sparks of love

Zuo tian jiu xiang fei ji chuan guo wo de chuang kou

Yesterday is like an airplane flying by my window

Wo shi shen me dou mei you

I have nothing

Wo tan kai le shuang shou ni yu qu yu qiu

I spread out my hands, you demand everything of me

Zhi dao ni xiang zi you

Until you want freedom

Tong ku de shi hou wo bu hui shan duo

Even in times of pain I will not evade it

Jiu xiang shu ye gan xin wei chun feng chui luo

Just like the tree leaves that willingly blow off for the spring breeze

Zhi shi jian jian dan dan de ai guo

Merely having simply loved

Wo hai shi wo

I am still me

Jian jian dan dan de shang guo

Having been simply wounded

Jiu bu suan bai huo

At least I haven't lived in vain

Jian jian dan dan de feng guo

Having been simply insane

Bei meng dai zou

Taken away by dreams

Dang gu shi jie shu yi hou

After the story concludes

Xin ye xi huan yi ge ren ji mo

The heart also learns to like being all alone

tO aLL mY fReNs~~~

Don't spend major time with minor people.
If there are people in your life who continually disappoint you,
breakpromises, stomp on your dreams, are too judgmental,
have different valuesand don't have your back during difficult times...that is not friendship.

To have a friend, be a friend.
Sometimes in life as you grow, your friends will either grow or go.
Surround yourself with people who reflect values, goals interests and lifestyles.

When I think of any of my successes,
I am thankful to God from whom all blessings flow,
and to my family and friends who enrich my life.

Over the years my phone book has changed because I changed, for the better.
At first, you think you're going to be alone, but after awhile,
new people show up in your life that make it so much sweeter and easier to endure.

Remember what your elders used to say,
"Birds of a feather flock together.
If you're an eagle, don't hang around chickens: Chickens can't fly!"